WHERE IS MY NECKLACE?

I lost my charm necklace two nights ago. It might be on the neck of another or maybe it fell to the bottom of an overflowing trash, I really don't know. There's a space now where my necklace used to lay, but now it is bare and I can finally see the beauty mark that it always covers up. I thought maybe there was some sort of deeper meaning behind losing it. You see on this gold chain hung three gold pendants. Three gold pendants that represented everything I had ever loved. One that was given to me on my 10th birthday, a heart with a little cursive y in the middle and detailed with rose gold. The other two being birthstones of two people who have forever changed my life. I thought maybe I'd lost it because I kept chasing what was no longer there. I am not ten years old anymore, opening birthday presents at my childhood park. I am not in contact with the people i could only ever love and never hate, i thought maybe it was time to let it all go. But who am I if I let these pieces of me go? Where will they go? 

Oh where oh where did my charm necklace go?

Y.M.R